Dec 9, 2004

i'm sick...

i'm not feeling good..shetz! i was supposed to go to school today..but my body won't cooperate.. i can't hardly open my eyes..and i have to drag my body to be able to drink medecine...but i feel better now..unlike this morning..i'm bored so i just surf the net..but i learned just a while ago that our C# exercise will be due today...shocks! hate this!...i don't know if i can do it with my condition now..but i'll try my best to do it... Continue reading...

Dec 8, 2004

guilty as charge


i've been so bad...huhuhu... i'm guilty now... and i don't know what to do..so better write it out.. well, yesterday i had the time of my life...i went barhopping with some friends at school..at first we were at MTS but we got bored so we went to autoshop...it's my first time to be there.. the place was really great.. and i had so much fun...too the point that i have to lie just to be able to stay late... i promised myself earlier that night that i'll go home at 11:30 so i called at home to inform my sister that i'll go home late because the IT Congress is not yet over by 11..

(yeah i know a very lame excuse)but unfortunately my "barkada" came.. they're going to hangout at autoshop too...it's dece's birthday and i really want to be with them.. so i called my cousin and told him the whole situation..i convinced him to cover up for me..(he couldn't say no of course.. i've done a lot of covering for him..so it's his time to return the favor..hehe) we agreed that if may aunt will call him he will just say that i'm already asleep..after calling my cousin i called home again and it's my aunt who answered the phone so i told her that im gonna sleep over my cousin's house because we will be doing some programming project ( gosh! im such a liar! ) we had a little argument coz she's forcing me to go home but i insist on what i want...

so i got it.. i was able to party till dawn... at first i was kinda worried.. what if's keep popping out my head... so i just assured and prepare myself of the possibilty of being caught..so i wipe away all the worries on my mind and enjoy the night..and i succeed coz really had so much fun...i gained a lot of friends and i was able to bond with my "barkadits"... it's just that i keep transfering from table to table.. hehe...checking out my two sets of companion...and take note i was not drunk..haha..who would got drunk in a one glass San Mig Light??.. or was it Red Horse??..whatever!..hehe..i was just forced to drink for "pakisama".. and one more thing mate fooled me! argh!! bad girl!..hehe.. i was really thirsty and i saw her drinking something..because of the dim light..i thought it was ice tea so i eagerly drink it (she didn't even warned me)..when i tasted it..to my disgust it's red horse..ewww! i really hate the taste of those drinks...anyways that drink didn't affect me that much..just a little headache..hehehe


a lot of things happen in just a short span of time...

*chelsea discovering that ramil has gf
*darryl was broken hearted
*mate and e***'s unexplainable sweetness
*i find out that r**** and k**** are smoking
*the "teleserye" drama of nyke and oseng
*i saw erik again...
*i had a really long and serious talk with kakai...

we ended up at Ryan's house at around 3:30 am..just stayed there to hang out..we watched White Chicks.. i watch it again.. for the 2nd time..hehe..i didn't get any sleep at all... at around 7 am.. we all went home...

when i arrived at home i was really sleepy..(i even slept at the cab..poor me!)
the faces that welcomed me were say not very pleasant...they're having breakfast.. my grandma told me to sit on the dining table.. olah! they interogated me.. they're asking a lot of questions and i just stared at them..as if im not there( what do you expect...heller!)..but when they threatened me that they will tell this to my mom.. i panicked and suddenly my hangover vanished.. i defended my self and started lying again..(urgh! hate this! i know i'm not good at lying...my facial expression always backfight me) why am so transparent??..but this time luckily i wasn't caught...but i think i appeared rebelious when i talked to them.. i'm always like this..if i believe that i'm right i would defend it even if the argument takes forever...i think they're not used to it unlike my mom...i won't stop unless i ran out of reason or alibi.. and i would really talk back...other people may find it rude or something but that's my way of explaining my side...you see parents think that they're always right..they will continue to think that way unless you voice your side of beliefs and priciples...generation today are far way different 10 years ago..they may not undestand it coz they're sticking on to their own Point of view too..that's why it's our role to explain to them...

that's what i really want to do..expalin to my grandma and my aunt..but they're so close minded and conservative.. they don't even want to accept new ideas .. and i think they live in they're own world years away behind me...and i hate it! i wish my mom will listen to me... and not to them...

i'm guilty because i lied..i lied because if i tell the truth they may not allow me..so why would i risk it??...if this will continue i dnt know what will become of me.. i may grow rebelious (the family black sheep)..how i wish i won't...but maybe time will come that i'll understand them and they will understand me...i'll pray for that time to come...


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Dec 5, 2004

movie galore...



i watch National Treasure yesterday w/ kuja and mario..it deserves to be on top..i was intrigue by good reviews and feedbacks that's why we watch it..one of my friends said that it was the top 1 movie in US for weeks...now i know why it was on top...thrilling,suspense,funny and full of actions... aside from the successful production the cast were great..i love Nicholas Cage.. he deserves a big hand for his amazing performance.. i bet it will earn a lot of awards..hehe..we even watch it twice...hehe..

this afternoon i watched My Sassy Girl.. AGAIN.. for th 5th time..hehehe..no matter how many times i watch it..it didn't fail to make me cry..huhuhu.. .. .. i'm such a cry baby..hehe..the story was so touching...and so cute..hehe...the plot of the movie is very unique and different from the usual.. see i'm fun of guessing what will happen next in a movie..but this movie failed me..coz i wasn't able to guess the next scenes.i did not even had the time to guess coz i was so ingrossed watching it...the movie was shown in Korea 3 years ago..i've read some reviews that Dreamworks bought it and they are currently doing a Hollywood version of it.. just hope the output will be as good as the original..

[a fact]
i'm a real movie freak..hehe..i watch movie every week..ahm..let me see..minimum of one movie per week and a maximum of four..*wink*

I'm excited about the IT Congress..(mg-KEKI hunting na naman kmi..wahaha!)in the next four days we won't have a class... Friday pa mgresume..ang saya2x..anyways it's Annual Inter-School Activity.. it aims to gather all IT Enthusiast..and discuss matters regarding technology of course..(mgstate ba ng obvious..hehe) For sure it will be fun like last year...the host school last year was UP..we were able to stay overnight there coz they have dorms..but now i don't think it's possible for us to stay overnight because the host school this year is UM and they don't have dorms ..(hehe..ata!not sure!)..speaking of tomorrow's activity I should probably sleep coz the assembly time is SOOO EARLY.. Helleour! like as in 6:45..hahaha...and knowing me..i'll probably get there 1 hour after the given time..tsk..tsk..i need to go there early or else i won't be able to join the Congress..


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Dec 3, 2004

family bonding



my family went to my grandma's house visit me and my sister..we watch a movie and dine out..it was really nice to be with them again... it's been a month since we've done this "family bonding"...all of us were busy with our own lives... ngkulitan na nman kmi ng brother ko..hehe..though we always fight..still i've miss his childish acts and sentiments.. we accompanied him... well, he went shopping..and he made us his image consultant and P.A.

we watch the movie White Chicks...haha..it was really a hilarious and funny movie..we were laughing all through out the movie...It was about two FBI agents who were at the most difficult time of their career..they're about to lose their job for committing a lot of mistakes...and the case that involves the two sister (forgot the name) was their only hope..i'll end it here..hehe..(don't wanna spoil those who haven't watch the movie hehe..esp. kuja and mario they'll surely kill me for being a spoiler..hehe) the funniest scene for me was when the "girls" (including the two FBI agents)went shopping for the bidding night...they were trying on clothes and stuffs and it was so freakin' funny coz the dress they're trying on won't fit to them..lol

after watching the movie we strolled a bit and we passed by the SM Entertainment Plaza.. We got curious because they're were a lot of people crowding the place..so we went inside to find out..i saw a friend and she told me that it's Kitchie Nadal's Album Tour...( i really love her song "Huwag na Huwag Mong Sasabihin)..so we stay there to check it out..( we means me,my sister and my bro)..mom and dad went out to buy stuffs...we stayed outside just when I decided that I want to buy her CD..tanga ko tlga..hehe..kc sa Music Zone pa sana ako bibili..just when I was about to go down stairs..the Host announced that CD's and Cassette Tapes are available at the left side of the area..hehe..buti na lng ng-announce xa.. i really don't have any idea about album launching-tour or what-so-ever..(hihihi..it's my first time actually).. so went to place and buy the CD..to my surprised buying a CD can be a pass to go inside..hehe.. i was really thrilled..this whole thing is new to me...(ganyan ba tlga yan usually???..hehe..nyaks! wawa namn ako...ala akong kaalam-alam..hihi..) but anyway,so yon nga we go inside and watch the show..hehe...i enjoyed it a lot...Kitchie Nadal was really good..she remind me of Avril Lavigne..my sister and I even tagged her as "Avril the Philippine Version" ..her songs were also great..(i'm playing the cd now..hehe..non-stop!)... after the show was autograph signing..since i was already there ..sinulit ko na..hehe... and now i've got her autograph in my CD and i also have her poster..hehe..


see, there'a always a first time...it's good to try out new things...aside from the fact that it makes life more exciting..it's also part of the learning process...so from now on..i won't be hesitant to try everything life will offer me..(aside from those things that will harm or hurt me!)


P.S.

this happened yesterday but i was't able to blog..my friend confess a LIFE-SHATTERING-SECRET...thnx to kuja's courage..finally we were able to confront him.. though we know all along...we just need his confirmation..instead of ruining our friendship by that confession it's the opposite..our bond even grew stronger...we accept him for who he is and that's it...i admit we judge him at first but that's all in the past now..important thing is we have accepted him despite the fact that he kept a very big secret from us..Acceptance is a very important ingredient to a long lasting friendship.. *bow*



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Dec 1, 2004

what a day



whoa! what a day! i was in good mood whole morning until my stat exam..i really felt bad about the exam...shetz! it's really easy and can be done within 45 min...i aswered it with confidence, only to find out that my answer in one item was wrong..and damn! it's worth 35 points! what's so depressing is that it was just an easy test but because of my "KATANGAHAN" i screwed it up...! my only consolation is that "hindi ako ng-iisa! wohoo!"...here i go again..pathetic..i promise my self not to have post-exam-sentiments from now on..aside from the fact that i can't do anything about it anymore, it will just annoyed me to death!(this is the last time..i hope!)

we had a Division Assembly later in the afternoon...it was a a lil' boring..we just talked on the incoming PSITS..i saw my crush though..hmmm...i guess it wasn't that boring after all...the sight of him just made my day... he was still the same good looking-tall-chinito guy.. hehe.. a real cutie...

after the assembly i went to my cousin's house to get something..i was able to spend time with my very cute "pamangkins"... hehe...there were 4 of them...i acted as their baby sitter for a while.. and oh..! how i adore those little angels...hehe..i really love kids and i feel great if i'm with them...even though they're very "makulit" i was able to handle them all..hihi...

anyways, i want to learn and explore the Japanese Language...I borrowed my cousin's English-Japanese Dictionary for reference...why go over the trouble?? hehe..coz i really want to go to Japan someday and work there..my friends and I adore Japan's technology...we're planning and (dreaming) to have further studies there after we finish our IT course here...


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