life's journey

"befriending life's journey"...that's the theme of the recollection..a flash back of the past.. the trials,joys,sufferings...and how did it contributed to the person you've become now..we draw a road map...tracing all the noted events of our life...we had group sharing and group presentation...in our group.. we sang "a whole new world"...dirk suggested it and we agreed coz the lyrics was familiar..hehe! there were individual sharing and some of my classmates shared their personal reflections...

during the afternoon break..the moment i've been waiting for finally arrived.. "the talk" and "the confrontation" moments......yeah it happened..i won't bother mentioning the details here coz i'm not the person directly involved..i will be violating their privacy if i do that...

but the outcome was successful...all the things to be settled are cleared..feelings were expressed and most importantly the friendship was retained......

in the afternoon we were instracted to write a letter to the person of our choice..we were given a liitle time to do that.. confession followed..some of my classmate didn't bother to confess..but i did it...and after i talked to the priest..i felt so light and happy..as if thousands of baggage were lift from my shoulders.. *smiles* it was then followed by a mass.......

so basically that was what happened the whole day...weee..i forgot to mention..the food in TDM [Teresian Daughters of Mary] was delicious...we anticipated bells..hahaha! eat again........harhar... *grins*

the recollection gave us time to reflect on things......a time to be enlighten...and a time with God...

*wahehehe..angel ako sa mga time na ganito...upto now i'm still having a recollection hangover... it was good actually..i just hope this will last forever..and the little devil in me won't come back..hehe

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recollection song

Journey
by Lea Salonga

Half the world is sleeping,
half the world's awake
half can hear their hearts beat
half just hear them break

I am but a traveler, in most every way
Ask me what you want...to know



pacute...[padotz,kuja,mario,alain, jc and me]

What a journey it has been
And the end is not in sight
But the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way

When they're shining on my life
I can see a better day
I won't let the darkness in,
what a journey it has been.



wacky pose! mga pasaway! :lol:

I have been to sorrow
I have been to bliss
Where I'll be tomorrow,
I can only guess

Through the darkest desert
Through the deepest snow,
Forward always forward, I go..



mga pasaway pa rin khit formal pose! wakekeke!

Forward, always forward...
Onward, always up...
Catching every drop of hope
In my empty cup.....

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before the big day

tomorrow is our recollection....i don't know what to expect..i'm excited and a bit scared.. the conflict between my 2 friends is getting worse and now we're involved..the recollection is the perfect way to settle things ..and i hope we fix it without hurting each other's feelings...... =( Continue reading...

in the middle

hmmm...there's a "little conflict" between two of my friends...just a petty misunderstanding but upto now they still ignore each other...i don't know were i stand..i want to be fair..but it seems that my other friend thinks that i'm not.. i'm not comfortable at all.. i hate this feeling... =( Continue reading...

wattah nice damn day..

this is the best valentines EVER! yeah right...*sarcastic smile*... i just can't take it..it started out really fine then suddenly wahhhhh...... ok let me get it straight ...my cell phone was confiscated by my English23 teacher (i don't wanna mention the name)..i admit it was my fault...well, obviously ...we're having a class.. oh not "we"... he is having his class..duh! as if we listen to any of those crap..because of boredome...i get my phone and just played around texting people with qoutes..its better this way...coz if not i'll fall asleep..
the scene was like this:

3rd row on the last column--> me(texting w/ my bag on the arm chair to cover me up)
next to me---> padotz (drawing..by the way that's what she usually do when she's not interested in the lesson)
next to padotz--> kuja(shaping his/her nails)
next to kuja-->mario (writing a love letter..)
on the nxt row behind me--> jc reading Harry Potter
next to jc--> kath talking to dirk..

so nobody's was listening to his boring lecture..the rest of my classmates were doing their own thing...and then suddenly he pause and look at us (people at the back)...stupid me, i thought he was looking at kuja..coz kuja suddenly lower the nail polish..but he went to my direction and look behind my bag.. i was like errr! i panicked.. i tried to hide my phone with my hand but..it was very obvious coz i looked so guilty..he didn't say anything though..he just get my phone and told me after wards to pass a 1/4 sheet of paper w/ my name on it and to claim my phone at the OSA(Office of Student Affairs) after the class.. i just did what was told..and i was like NR (No Reaction)lng ...wahh...first time! wtf.. i froze and i don't know what to do..my friends told me to say sorry and get the phone back before it reach OSA..but, my damn pride contradicted..because i know the personality of my teacher he's not the type of person na mgcompromise...potek...so i didn't insist on getting my phone.. to cut it short i ended at OSA..
i've learned a great lesson here...


DON'T TEXT IN CLASS (hehe)..i bet my sanction is 42 hours service in my division office..still have to go to OSA tomorrow and and get my phone..wish me luck..huhu!..i will have a face to face encounter with "OSA Director" again...

OT:a bomb exploded at ecoland terminal around 7PM today.. isa lng daw ang patay but marami ang casualties..hay...over na to...balik na nmn tau sa ganito..ingatz na lng po tayo..

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movie marathon

i enjoyed my night... MOVIE MARATHON..yipee! i watch Girl NExT Door (Director's Cut) and New York Minute...Girl Next Door was a bit naughty but i enjoyed it..so sweet..all those things matt did for daniel.. itz also funny.. New York Minute was great also...the twins attitude were pretty much similar to me and my sisters' ..good thing we watch it together..she went home early coz' she knows i'm alone at home ( aw..sweet)..harhar! now im sleeping at her room..bonding sessions..hehe! ciao! Continue reading...

my ironic-worthless-messy life

wah... i miss blogging.. this past few weeks is a living hell.. i had lotz and lotz of school works..projects,reports,term papers,programming assignments..have i mention school work? nyehehe..pathetic me..and talking of school work (again!) i still have a PPT presentation to do for our case analysis in management and still have to edit the written report..gosh..i wanna die..(di jowk!).. though i'm in deep sh*t now..dying is not an option..right?! even though life is cruel and unfair i'm still thankful to God for giving me the chance to live..


about the sh*t im in..well, its not just merely school work.. (that's too shallow).. more like an emotional turmoil..i don't have problems and i thought life is a bore.. so i created my own problems and i tend to exaggerate things so that life will be more exciting .. i used to joke this to my friend..
"how much is life? and where can i buy that? coz i badly need a life" .. i realized that what i said was exactly for me...that was before.. coz now i finally got a life..but its not what i wanted..some people are lucky to have the life they wanted..(i envy those people)


they said you create your own destiny...what if your stuck with things you don't want..and you have no choice but to do the things that you hate! (am i making sense here?! )..


i turned into a rebel ( i never thought that this side of me existed..).. i guess if people around you try to manipulate and control your life the way they wanted..you turned into one...


*i contradict all the right advices my parents are giving me..


*i neglect my studies but not to the extent that i don't attend my classes.. i still do.. i even made school works..*for the sake of passing*..but i don't study..i'm lucky i passed my subjects with flying colors..( with grades that were just right for my performance) EXCEPT one..and i guess i have no hope on that one..if i fail that subj. it will be the first time in my entire life.. i'm not used to this.. i bet my parents will be disappointed (if ever they will know) coz i used to give 100% of my time to my studies.. that was before i realized that life is not evolving around the four walls of the classroom.. i want to enjoy my life while im still young..so i did it..

but where did it lead me?.. i lose my focus.. or maybe i just did not do it right..whatever! i don't know what to say anymore...i feel numb..right now my life has no direction.. i have to find the way before its too late...

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