Apr 27, 2005

Broken Sonnet


[mood|bored]

[music| broken sonnet by hale]



on the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And now I will admit in this fourth line
That I love you, that i love you
I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do
Cause tonight I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side
The clock on the TV says 8:39 p.m.
It's the same, it's the same
And in this next line
I'll say it all over again
That I love you, that i love you
I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do
Cause tonight I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And I will never let go, will never let go
I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go, never let go
But still I see the tears from your eyes
Maybe I'm just not the one for you


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Apr 25, 2005

31 THiNGS ABOUT ME


[mood | | sleepy]

[music | eager angels by session road]





1.YOUR HOROSCOPE?
>Aries

2. SiNGLE OR TAKEn?
> TAKEN! for granted din...(gaya2x ky alain..mao!..haha)

3. iN LoVe?
> nope..i think! :wink:

4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT BY THE PERSON YOU LOVEd?
>yep cguro..minsan un intentionally...

5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON iF YOUTURNED SUiCiDAL?
>ngeee! haha..it never cross my mind and it will never ever! life is beautiful.. ^_^

6. iS SUiCiDE REALLY KiLLiNG YOURSELF?
>yeah technically it's killing urself...but i think its an escape to reality and hardships of life...sort of a last resort..tsk..tsk..

7. COUNTRY OR CLASSiC?
>classic

8. PREFER CUTE/iDiOT OR SMART/UGLY? >>
>it doesn't matter...bsta GWAPO! ahahaha....cute is an understatement..wakeke

9. ARE YOU iN A STABLE RELATiONSHiP WiTHYOUR BF/GF?
>i'm perfectly stable with my self....hehehe...

10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGEUSUALLY FROM:
>am...secret..from him..ahaha...:flirtatious mode:

11. HAVE A BEST FRiEND THAT iS iN THEOPPOSiTE GENDER?
>i think so...ahm.. cno bah?!

12. WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOiNG WHEN YOU`REDEPRESSED?
>sound trip...as in FULL VOLUME...

13. CHEERFUL OR BORiNG?
>cheerful..ahehe..crazy...funny..and the list goes on...

14. DESCRiBE A PERFECT DATE?
> as long as i'm with the person i love...everything will be PERECT! charmus! mao...

15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY KNOWSWHY THE SKY iS BLUE?
> huh?? alam ng friend ko..ahehe..he sum scientific explanation to that...but can't remember it..hehe..

16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE?
>never...duh! i was never in love..so no place for heartaches..
17. WiLL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAMEMiSTAKE AGAiN? WITH LOVE???
>wat mistake?..ahehe..ah that...never again..cguro!

18. EVER HATED ANYONE LiKE HELL?
> nope...i never hold grudges longer that one day..hehe

19. DO YOU DO ANYTHiNG WHEN A PERSONBREAKS UP WiTH YOU AFTER ONE DAY?>ewan..hehehe...i dunno..

20. GiVE ONE WORD THAT BEST DESCRiBESWHAT YOU`RE FEELiNG NOW.>happy.......shalala it's so nice to be happy..^_^

21. DO YOU BELiEVE iN YOURSELF?
>yes..if you don't..you will who else will do?..dba?! ^_^...it's just a matter of confidence

22. EVER PHYSiCALLY HURT YOURSELF?
> a BIG NO..

23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELf?
> hahaha...yep..sa mga katangahan days! na lng..hehe

24. MOTTO iN LiFe?
>great things comes from small beginnings...^_^

25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THATSOMETiMES (the motto)?
> hmmm...yata..ahehe

26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELiNGS ABOUT AFRiEND FROM THE OPPOSiTE GENDER?>yeah....of course..hehe..what feelings are u talkin' about?! haha

27. iF YES, WHAT DiD YOU DO ABOUT iT?
>wla lng..just let the feeling grow?! hehe

28. iS FAME & MONEY THE MOST iMPORTANTTHiNGS iN YOUR LiFE?
>NO...my family and friends are on the top LIST!

29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS ORSOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPiNG?>hehehe..yeah i guess i do movements..but how would i know it..hahaha!

30. ARE YOU DiFFiCULT TO WAKE UP?
>hahaha....good thing this question is ask.. YES! all sorts of alarm thingy has no effect on me..well that explains my frequent tardiness in class...hehe

31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?
>hahaha..i don't actually sleep...nya...just kiddin.. i slept at least 5 to 6 hours a day..hehe...im a nocturnal being..a VAMPIRE..arrrr...hekhek!



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fate is against me


[mood||pissed off]

[music | i decide by lindsay lohan]



I don’t know why the fate is not with me….the humanities paper that I’ve been writing for almost half day was lost…wtf! I don’t where it goes…I can’t find it in my bag…that paper was pretty hard to do…it’s so difficult to analyze a freakin’ artwork …we’re not artist for god sake! Why do we have to scrutinize those plane elements, symbolism and all those crap! As if the teacher gives at least a little background on how to do it…my head aches every time I glance on that artwork we chose to examine. I tried hard to extract some ideas out of my brain and put it into words, into paragraph until it reaches 2 pages.. it was pretty hard you know…I run out of words and when I was halfway on making the paper, I had a run through of what I had wrote and I discovered that I was not making sense at all.. so I had to reconstruct ideas again and synchronize them to construct a decent and understandable paper…. And now when I was almost done with it the paper was nowhere to be found…this is hell..I really mean it.. Now I’m regretting why I didn’t type it directly on the computer… but men regrets won’t do me any good so I better collect my thoughts back and start all over AGAIN!
I’m off to another SLEEPLESS NIGHT! great just so great…



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Apr 20, 2005

close encounter w/ SESSION ROAD



[mood | | ok ]

[music| suntok sa buwan by session road]



im not updating this blog for quite some time...well, simply because of "laziness"..hehe..and i'm kinda busy with some other stuffs...specifically "burning cd's and ehmm..watching them also.." ...i have a new addiction again...korean flicks..hehe..i'm watching 2 series now...full house and stairway to heaven..i'm not really into these things but lately i've been hooked because i was influenced.."you know who you are people"..the whole IT2 class was hooked actually..since ala mn ako masyado gnagwa..half day lng ang class so ayon nging addict..ahehehe... i don't wanna elaborate more on this topic ...ala lng di ko type..palag? haha...

anyways, last sunday i went to sessionroad's album tour at SM with my sister... ashie informed me about it a week earlier..(thnx ash)...i was able to save money for the album..it's been in my playlist since the day i bought it..haha..their songs are kewl..pwamiz! love 'em! astig ng mga lyrics..ahehe..and for the knowledge of those who didn't know..(duh! ) hehe..i'm a frustrated
rockerslash-guitaristslash-alternativerockfanatic..hehe..and i love OPM alternative bands.. if they have gigs here,i try my best to attend...not much of a fanatic eh?! that's just it.. sometimes..ah no..not sometimes but most of the time i drag my friends over a gig..hehe..if i can't bring them, i brag to my sister..she's much more willing coz she's into it also...i really don't know...but i find it fullfilling after watching a gig or concert with my fave bands.... others may look at it as foolish or just a waste of time(care ko sa inyo! ngeee)...but for me it isn't..i tell you its worth the money and effort...i've met a lot of friends with the same interest through the YG..and we met almost every gig...hahaha..somebody even suggested that we should organize a group... pwo ewan...hehe..those we're just plans..don't know if it's for real...

dami ko ng nsabi dun ah...ndi ko pa nakwento yong nangyari sa gig..hehe..ahmm..the concert was scheduled to start at 4pm..but medyo late na ngstart...think that was 5:30 or something...late ngdating yong sessionroad..but that was okay..hehe..what's new..it's always like that...hindi kaagad ngstart kc may parang contest pa yon...so after that, the concert started.. kinanta nla ang mga songs from their latest album..and finale' ang "suntok sa buwan" ...they're pretty good at entertaining viewers...kengkoy and super kulit cla..esp. Coy..hehe..(love the hair pare! \m/ )

they're giving trivias..and the price was a milk soap from human... ash even got one.. nice one! after the concert was autograph signing..ay wait u nga pla... nkita ko dun c "MR. VJ HUNT" (he's the mindanao rep for MTV VJ hunt).. john was his name i think..hehe! nsa front lng nmin cla (she's with his sister and sum other peeps) sa pila for autograph signing...i didn't expect him to be there..wla lng..hehe...so un..i took some pics and video clips...i'm gonna post some..hehe...hmm..may t'shirt pla na ginabenta cna Maam Vicky (sessionroad's manager) kya lng hindi na ako nkabuy kc i run out of cash..hehe...cge lng next time na lng...(kung meron)..i really hope meron..hehe..my sister like the band very much.. so do i.. coz they're approachable, funny and down to earth...rock on guysh! it was really kewl meeting you...hmm..oo nga pla parang natawa or na-aliw ata cla samin ng sister ko kc sa cd mona and donna pinalgay namin.. so yon prang they're teasing us.. like kung twins ba daw kmi and stuffs..hehe..smile lng ako ng smile..hehe..to sum it all the experience was a total blast! i'm looking forward sa concert nla dito sa davao...sna meron.... ahehe... wla na akong msabi..i have new friends na rin pla sa YG nla...
here's the link to their YG and website:


YG:
http://launch.groups.yahoo.com/group/sessionroad/

Official Website:
http://sessionroad.hp.ms/


SESSIONROAD ALBUM TOUR
davao city-SM

eager angels
by sessionroad

i see you walking in
hurting from what have been
as your face draws back and opens up a sigh
i hate to break it in you
it's the hardest thing she had to do
but her words meant baby everything is through

i watched upon the heavens
wait till you believe our moment is true
like eager angels falling from heaven
i'd give it all up to share the pain through
like eager angels falling from heaven
undauted cause your love will see me through

how can i make you feel
how i want to hild you near
i ache to feel your hand caress my soul
i'm standing next to you
my days no longer blue
i'd shed my wings to offer what is true
i still can taste the scent of your voice on my lips
every moment i close my eyes and breathe you
it was a moment that would linger on
in my stubborn disbelief in magic
that was woven stolen
like eager angels
your MY ANGEL



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Apr 12, 2005

summer class


[mood||hungry]

[music | crazy for you by spongecola]



today, our summer class officially started...hmp! another months of pure hell..hate it!...i only took 6 units..but because of the lab and lect in IT310..it seems like i'm taking 9 units..but i'm happy with the schedule coz our last class will end and 12..so yahooo! half day lng...

our teacher in HUM 1 is kinda wierd..though he's funny and witty..prang wierd pa rin..hehe..cguro kc artist.. i dunno...nkakatawa tlga ung first meeting knina...there was this cockroach roaming around the room..all of the girls (esp. kristel..hihi) were scared of the "ipis"...lahat kmi gi-raise ung paa sa chair..my other classmate wanted to kill the cockroach but our teacher said to let the "ipis" roam around coz it has the right to live and have a space of its own in that room...ngek..ngek..ngek..although tama nmn xa but errr...kadiri pa rin ung ipis noh! ewww...

while in IT310 the teacher was kewl..ehehe..Phyll Ay-ad..he's a fresh grad and he was our former CS Rep...we already knew Phyll and medyo akward at first...like huh?! last month pareho lng kmi student and now..teacher na xa! hehehe...pero chox pa rin kc astig nya..ndi strict sa attendance..and i bet he give good grades..kc sbi nya he's very generous in giving high grades..san ka pa?.. hehe...


i have a lot of spare time in the afternoon...that's why me and my friends are planning to apply for summer job....and currently we're on job hunting..hehehehe...


that's all for now...it's 2Am already and i still have an early class tomorrow...nyt guysh!

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Apr 6, 2005

summer galore


[mood | | happy shalala]

[music | summer sunshine by the corrs]







whew! i've been out for a long long vacation..(hehe..exag..2 weeks lng pla) ...2 weeks seems so long for me coz i got nothing to do at home..my pc was left here in the city so my "net life" was cut... my long sleepless nights were over..hehe.(that's one advantage...)


these are the noted events for the past weeks...

+march 18 -a day with the celebreties+


we personally met karel marquez and japoy lizardo that day...for the exact and detailed story click the link below...kuja wrote it...(hehehe..inspired kc..wakeke)

http://www.candymag.com/teentalk/index.php?topic=61787.450

+march 23- mabel's bday +


we went to the beach...hehe..yey! i really enjoyed it...that's what we really need after a stressful semester..all of us had our own stories to share about how our semester goes..the "chikkahan sessions" went forever..hehe! (joke lng..not really mga 7 hours lng nmn..haha!)..we had a lot of catching ups to do..coz althrough out the sem..we never really spend much time with each other..except for special occasions of course...(we won't dare miss that!)..we went swimming at around 4pm...(for obvious reasons..we're avoiding the sun..hehe..ew! hate sun burns..)..
it was really fun..and the food was great...(thanx mabs)...*happy birthday* again! ^_^



+holy week+


just stayed home and behave like an angel...(hihihi...)..we went to church almost everyday to attend the mass and the rites..like 7 last Words, Last Supper and etc...(ang baet ko sa week nato..di kinaya ng powers ko...! hehehe... )



+march 28-i went to davao for nothing+


our teacher said that the deadline of our final project is on the 28th and we will have to defend it after...but so i went to school only to find out that the defense was canceled..argh! watta a luck..



+march 29-happy birthday to me +


i'm officially 19 years old..gosh! this is my the last year of being a "teen" and yet im still immature and childish.. (haha..can't hardly believe how time flies...) i'm kinda scared to leave teenage years....i wanna be a teenager forever!!! ..coz as i see it when you're already an adult people will expect too much on you..to behave properly, be mature, and yeah..as they say..."act as your age"...i'm not yet ready to bid goodbye to my usual habits and mannerism...and i'll be stubborn enough to continue that..i won't change for other people's sake..if i will feel the need to change that's the time i'll change!(hmp! taray ! hehe) well, whatever! this is just a birthday girl's issue.. (my own issue so don't pay much attention to this...hehehe) as long as you feel and look young..chox na yan!... dba?! (agree na lng..hehehe) ^_^

i really didn't plan anything...but with the help and effort of family and friends... especially thea (o special mention pa)...a small party and get together was possible at vonzana resort..swimming again...hehehe..all of us had fun...my friends went home exhausted and tired but with a wide smile on their faces..

happy na rin ako...^_^
and i'm thanking God for giving me another year to cherish.....^_^

thank you nga pla sa lhat ng ng-greet..and KUJA! again ikaw na nmn pnaka-first ng grit sakin..thnx a lot..mwuah!


+march 30-bro's graduation+


"happy graduation domz"

since my mom was not able to attend because of some seminar.. me and my dad escorted my brother...it's nice to be back in cor jesu..my alma mater dear... *sings the almater song* hehe.. the school was still the same... i saw old acquintances and friends again..and of course my teachers..whoohoo..Sir Castro..the best pa rin..(he's my favorite teacher by the way).. the-same-old-castro..no change at all..my brother hate mushy stuffs so the graduation wasn't a big deal for him...


+summer flings+



ahmm..ehem..this is too personal so i'll just mention this without adding further details... hehe..^_^


"saya ng SUMMER"




frm left: mabel,dece,arthur,thea,erika,vanessa





:cuties:






:teh girls:






:water creatures..hehehe:





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