fate is against me

[mood||pissed off]

[music | i decide by lindsay lohan]

I don’t know why the fate is not with me….the humanities paper that I’ve been writing for almost half day was lost…wtf! I don’t where it goes…I can’t find it in my bag…that paper was pretty hard to do…it’s so difficult to analyze a freakin’ artwork …we’re not artist for god sake! Why do we have to scrutinize those plane elements, symbolism and all those crap! As if the teacher gives at least a little background on how to do it…my head aches every time I glance on that artwork we chose to examine. I tried hard to extract some ideas out of my brain and put it into words, into paragraph until it reaches 2 pages.. it was pretty hard you know…I run out of words and when I was halfway on making the paper, I had a run through of what I had wrote and I discovered that I was not making sense at all.. so I had to reconstruct ideas again and synchronize them to construct a decent and understandable paper…. And now when I was almost done with it the paper was nowhere to be found…this is hell..I really mean it.. Now I’m regretting why I didn’t type it directly on the computer… but men regrets won’t do me any good so I better collect my thoughts back and start all over AGAIN!
I’m off to another SLEEPLESS NIGHT! great just so great…