overdue updates

[mood naughty/bitchy ]

[music dare you to move by switchfoot]

i should be sleeping now..but i think i owe this blog some updates...so where did i left off??...ah..exams..i'm glad its over..it went well.. (or so i think..hehe!) ooppss! except for philo..i'm not really sure if my answers on the three essays were correct..actually i no longer expect that it will turned out something closely related to the word CORRECT.. i never studied ok! i read the articles a few hours before the test coz i've been burning my ass off studying Cisco the night before..things were amazingly cool during PM exam while philo and theo goes way opposite.." What goes around, comes around..What goes up, must come down " ..i smell karma in the air!

no worries for now..at least..but this relief won't last long..finals is fast approaching and this only implies one thing...FINAL PROJECT..i should have start learning Php or My SQL by now or for starters configure my pc..but things got in the way..and upto now i've never done any of the things i've mentioned.. pathetic.. so, my being a procastinator is up again..i thought i've seen that coming..whatever!

a lot of things happened lately...as much as i want to blurt it out here..i can't.. some things are better left untold..right?? so i guess they'll be hanging out in my draft as long as forever..unless somebody hacked my account..that is.. again here goes my list of noted events..my apologies.. i've been a lazy blogger lately..hehe..thus explains this loooongg post..

dengue false alarm
(august 23, 2005)

-High fever
-Severe headache
-Retro-orbital (behind the eye) pain
-Severe joint and muscle pain
-Nausea and vomiting
-Rashes

would you panic if you have four out of the six symptoms..? hehe.. well, i did..i'm used to having fever every now and then so i wasn't alarmed at first..but when i was preparing for school tiny red rashes were all over my arm then after a few minutes it was all over my body..i have headache and i was vomiting endlessly..i feel like all the food i've eaten for the past days were all coming out..i was dizzy..thats not the end of it..my asthma completed the list to make me feel worst than i already am..i had no idea that what i'm having are all symptoms of dengue not unless my sister play nurse on me..she was talking all "medical" and acted more of a doctor than a nurse..or vice versa..whatever! she search for dengue symptoms in the net..then we found out that i have four out of the six..that convinced me to go and ask professional assistance..

as much as possible if i can bear it..i won't go to a doctor..i hate hospitals, bloods..the smell of medicines..and most of all injections! errr...eversince i was a kid i'm not a fan of it! i don't know where the fear originated..all i can remember is that everytime i went to a hospital i end up crying..so enough of it! i'll move on..the doctor check my platelet and he said that it was low..i was oblige to drink all 5 medicines he indicated in the list and go back the next day to monitor my platelet..when i got home my mom called and she said that maybe i have german measles again..i used to have that when i was in gradeschool..due to the change of weather..so, now i believe that mothers knows best! for it was really german measles..when i went to the doctor the next day my platelet was back to normal..=)

vanesa's birthday bash
(august 31, 2005)

thea and i were thinking of giving vanesa a little surprise so we agreed not no greet her on her birthday and pretend that we didn't remember it at all..at the end of the day we'll go her class and walk in..but unfortunately thea run in with her at the corridor..she was left with no choice but to greet her..and that ruins the plan..nevertheless i'm still on with it..coz i haven't greet her yet..so me and mario went out to buy flowers and gave it to her before her class starts..hehe..it's her special day and she deserves to be treated special..*wink*

ahm...so because our schedule won't meet on the date of her birthday (that would be thur) vanesa moved the celebration on saturday..and just when i thought of the place...haha..i forgot the name..bsta something P..along roxas avenue..paternos or pateros..whatever that is.. she was expecting 15 people..but only 8 people arrived..and guess what?? we're all girls..hehe..that doesn't surprise me..if chelsea, april and dece were there the gang could have been completed..i feel sorry for them..they missed all the fun..i say ! to hell with school!! have some fun sometimes..a little booze plus a little dancing..that's we need to balance life..hehe! great thing..anyway..the food was really superb..thinking of the carbonara now makes my stomach growl..our diet (as if we have one! toinks) was thrown aside coz we have to finish all the food meant for 15 people..i haven't seen these gals for quite some time and we had a lot of catching ups to do..

• kakai broke up with her boyfriend..we didn't have the chance to be alone so i was not able to really talked to her or maybe at least make her feel better..=( anyway she's looking good..pretty as usual..she said that she'd been pampering herself after the breakup..to show the guy some glimpse of what he'd lost! serves him right!

• thea finally went to a doctor to have a check-up on her abnormal menstrual cycle..(by the way we've been convincing her to do this thing since high school pa)..and so findings are..she has more male hormones than that of the female..that explains her loud voice, the structure of her bones and her irregular menstruation..i don't know how was that possible..i've never heard any case similar to this..we were even teasing her na bka "tibo" cya..hehe..i bet she was extremely annoyed by that..but of course we're just joking around she's way too femenine to be a lesbo..bka "babaeng bakla" pwede pa..lols!

• rarai made a statement that joel and her had no chance of getting back together..poor joel..

we can't get enough of the chismax..but we don't have all the time so we leave the place and went to Halo..the night was young and we're totally ready to paint the town red..the next thing was dancing and drinking..dance..drink..dance..drink..i had so much fun..for the first time i didn't dread the taste of red horse..my friends don't have to force me on drinking coz i manage to do it myself.. i have a new discovery..red horse actually taste good if there are a lot of ice in it..hehe..

i wish the clock won't hit 12 midnight coz that sounds like curfew for me..(cinderilla ang drama..hehe) end of story! around 12:30 i went home..i'm left with no choice..either that or i'm grounded... i had fun and that's enough i guess..

my worth as a friend
(september 3, 2005)

i did a favor for a friend and it feels great..on the process i was able to bond with him..we talked a lot of stuffs..love,life,friendship..shared some secrets and all.. it was fun..i've always been comfortable around him..he shares his problems with me..and i try to help him out (if i can) and he also do the same to me..he's more like a brother..

ahmm..so now i'm gonna say something for those people who think or like to think that we're an item.. WE ARE NOT..ok! we're simply friends..so stop teasing us..i'm not happy about the idea because it makes me uncomfortable..though i'm not taking it seriously still it affects me..little things like this can ruin friendship you know..it's so childish really..i've had the same experienced before that's why i'm a little sensitive with this issue.. with that other friend it didn't turned out well..i want to redeem the friendship and just be normal again but i can't..things have change and trust has been broken..i hope it won't happen to us..we are destined to stay friends forever and i mean it!

tep2x's birthday celeb
(september 10, 2005)

we had dinner at Harana..(IT3 peeps)..after eating we had a little conference..exclusive for girls..hehe..sorry boys! we talked a lot of things..opened up some issues and chismax! we learned a lot from each other..we even extend the conversation at mae ann's house..hehehe..but as promised all conversations are ought to be kept for ourselves! so that's all i'm gonna say...