good morning

[ mood | ecstatic ]

[ music | one good day coming up by barbie almalbis ]

i woke up this morning feeling light and happy..

i must say this is one of those mornings wherein i'm glad to welcome a new day! hay.. i miss this! i rarely wake up early.. i don't have the leisure to take a long refreshing bath, to eat breakfast or to appreciate sunrise coz i'm often running late for school.. *yawn* i'm not gonna go back to bed i swear..haha! i just need a lil stretch..

there are a lot of reasons to be happy if you will just recognize it amidst the clouds of confusion.. today i will acknowledge them whole heartedly..i thank God for all the blessings He had given me even though i fail to notice them sometimes..oh well, i just can't help it..i'm such a worrier! i tend to highlight details that are not supposed to be notice..i'm working my way out of that habit now..i guess i'm finally learning..=)

it's nice to be aware of the good things you have than to fuss over to those you can't have..believe me, having this kind of mindset helps a lot.. it's far from having total contentment but it pushes you to accept things that are not meant to be..

life is beautiful and it is too short to be spent on worrying..let the problem problem itself..haha (i wonder where i heard that line)..my optimism is at its highest..whatever happens to my day i hope i will carry this smile -- > (^_^) at the end of it.

a pleasant morning to all!


[written on: March 21 @ 5:00 am]

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live like there's no tomorrow

[ mood | ]

[ music | our lives by the calling ]

it's finals already! the school year is about to end yet misfortunes continue to flood us.. what happened today culminates the perfect end to a school year bombarded with pretty much the same events..(yeah ryt) i'm beginning to see the pattern now..in just a span of 6 months we manage to project an image opposite to who we really are.. i think we've had enough you know..please cut these chains of unfortunate incidents..we are just a bunch of individuals who wants nothing but pure fun..(aside from passing and graduating..hehe!) i just hope we will get through all these.. *cross fingers*

to sum it up, this year or sem has been a blast! (minus those not-so-happy-days of course) all the laags, chismis, noms2x, sad-ing, luvteam2x, beach2x, picture2x, on's and everything! super duper ka-enjoy! =) i owe all these fun to the it3 peeps! thanks guys..hay..one year to go (if God permits! hehe) and we're off to our own separate lives...cge lng dghan btaw ta pix and videos! (pki-connect!) nyahaha..magsenti bah! anyway, i'm just thankful ky maski na-stuck ko sa course na dli ko happy at least naay consolation coz i have with me great persons (with the same dilemma if i'm not mistaken..hehe) who make me smile and laugh (til i drop!).. i just hope i will have the chance to get to know each and everyone before we bid our goodbyes! and of course looking forward for more outings, laag2x and the likes! =) i'm not even sure if these memories will make me cry or laugh 10 years from now..haha..i guess both!


to myself:

i'm gonna set all worries aside..laugh it off..blew it to the wind and make the best out of everyday! =p nyahaha..i'm not gonna say goodbye to teenage life with bitterness and regrets! ^_^ things happen for a reason! so i'll leave it to the One above!

See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptyness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?

'Cause these are the days worth livin'
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside

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life is what you make it

[ mood | ]

[ music |Barenaked by Jenifer Love Hewitt ]

i officially welcome myself back to the blogging world..this blog has been on hiatus for like 2 or 3 months already so i'm updating...

oh well, what's up with my life?? honestly...I DON'T KNOW..it's been like a whirlwind..time really do fly fast when you're having fun...yeah speaking of fun..that's what i've been doing for the past months..i've been so caught up with it that even a simple task like updating my blog seems impossible..

there were a lot of changes... people, relationships, situations.. hell! almost everything changed! you can never tell..the next morning you will wake up in an entirely different world..

as they say, change is constant..so all you have to do is cope up with it..go with the flow..i'm pretty good at that..coz that's what i've been doing all my life..
it makes me wonder if i myself is changing and growing for the better..maybe, i did grow mature but not mature enough..i never learned! i'm still this hard-headed rebel who screams for independence.. i always do what i think is RIGHT, which is actually ok unless people think otherwise.. =( living my life according to other's perspective is what i'm trying to avoid..but its next to impossible..i welcome criticism..but stupid rumors are way too much..now i know how it feels..it sucks!

i just want to live my life.. savor every second of it.. is that so hard to understand?! i bet it is.. hay..thinking of this makes my head spin..i don't want to go on ranting anymore..i just want to move on..people will always be there to judge..but as long as i'm not doing anything i don't give a damn! my life is my business so don't waste your time making it yours!


there finally..this is not supposed to be the update that i'm gonna write but my mind leads me to this..might as well get this over with..

When I feel barenaked and I just can't take it
I'm getting jaded no I just can't take it anymore
Coz I'm barenaked and I know
Life's what you make it
Wish I could float away to some other day

It's all a state of mind
But I don't mind
Trying to find a way to keep my head above the mess I make
What the world creates
Sometimes it feels so good to let it all fall as we will fall
I may fall, we all fall
And then the world comes tumbling down

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somebody shake me

[moods | ]

[music | so far away by staid]

so far away
by staind

this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashambed to be the person that i am today

these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before

somebody shake me cuz i
i must be sleeping

[chorus]
i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me

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