time alone

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[ music | insomnia by electric president ]



this is the first time i spend holy week away from my family..i was debating with myself last wednesday if i'd go home or not..but i let the weather decide..if it rains around 5 o'clock, i'll stay here then vice versa..and guess what?! it rained..well, so much for signs i don't believe them anyway..i've already made a decision..i just did that to justify my choice..well luckily the weather was on my side..

here i am now..alone (not literally) and missing home..i welcome the feeling of longing but didn't regret staying..i finally have some time for my self..and its a good thing..i think i need a break from everything that's going on with my life..a time-out if its possible..to do some thinking..recharge my energy..reflect..

i need a little more time before going back to the real world...

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