Mar 29, 2009

Nouveau Commencement



Nouveau Commencement is the French translation for new beginning. I consider this "come back" a new step for me even though I've been blogging ever since '03. This blog has been hiatus for almost two years . Along with it, my entire online life was put on hold because I've been busy struggling my way into the complicated world called "adulthood". I felt like I've matured five times more than my actual age, well at least emotionally and mentally I hope.

College and university life felt like a distant memory. However it was not easy letting go of a life you've always knew how to live- being a student. It took a lot of will power to convince my self that school is over. Though I'm eager to pack my bags and start my life, there is a feeling of hesitation hanging 'round the corner. A thousand what-ifs clogged by mind. But I put everything aside and immediately jump off to work after graduation. In reference with my last entry (which was eons ago) I got accepted on one of the companies I applied for.

I moved to a new city and got an apartment with six of my college girlfriends. Felt the jitters of my first day at work and leaped on my first paycheck. I got by with instant foods and take outs until I finally learned to cook a decent edible meal. I've met a lot of people and a few became good friends.Some inspired me to reach my full potential while others disappointed me. But one thing is certain, you can never please everyone, I stopped trying a long time ago.
I also bid goodbye to those who went away and decided to find their happiness elsewhere. Walking away is not surrender, its one of the bravest thing to do. A pat on the back to those of you who have walked away from something or someone that doesn't make you happy.

I grasp independence with my bare hands. The freedom overwhelmed me so as the responsibility that came alongside with it. Life became a constant everyday struggle for survival. You can't get away with a reckless mistake and a lousy decision. As what Newton said, every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Change is my companion yet I feel stagnant at times.Its been nothing but excitement and roller coaster rides for me. Life never fails to surprise me and I'm somewhat glad. Its no longer the same as it is before but I'm living it one little step at a time. Here's some recent photos of me. :D
From here on I will start writing and posting stuff in this blog again. I never realized how much I missed blogging until now. Writing is one of the things that I love to do and I'd like to rekindle my lost relationship with this craft.

What's new?
More changes are to be expected anytime soon, there's still so much things to learn and add. Wish me luck!

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